I used to write a lot. I was in the process of editing my second book when you died, had just wrote a screenplay and was working on a script for a TV show. But since you died, all of that came to an abrupt stop. You were my biggest fan. One of my favorite… Read More The last goodbye
Grief is when the weight of missing someone sits on your chest, all 6000 pounds of it. Grief is crying so hard you can’t tell if you need a Kleenex for your eyes, your nose or your mouth. Grief is a flood of feelings that blocks out all reason and stops the moment; “where are… Read More Grief is…
Hey dad, it’s been a really long time. It hurts very much to open up that part of my mind and soul that’s missing you and acknowledge how much I’m still hurting and everything we’ve lost. I’m also still really traumatized from watching you die. I try not to think of it. I hold my… Read More Very, very far apart
When you are 5 you will get angry at how he cheats at all the games he plays with you, how he doesn’t tuck you in like mom, or let you sleep in their bed. You will wake up and be reminded that dad is sleeping because he is on evenings, which means he’ll be… Read More Dear Bonnie
WHEN I WAS 30, MY FATHER, 56, PASSED AWAY SUDDENLY FROM A BRAIN TUMOR HE WAS DIAGNOSED WITH ONLY 6 WEEKS BEFORE. THIS IS A LETTER TO MY FATHER. July 30, 2018 Hi dad. Sorry it’s been so long. I’ve just been trying something else where I think of you fast and then I flash… Read More And you’ll say
WHEN I WAS 30, MY FATHER, 56, PASSED AWAY SUDDENLY FROM A BRAIN TUMOR HE WAS DIAGNOSED WITH ONLY 6 WEEKS BEFORE. THIS IS A LETTER TO MY FATHER. July 8, 2018 Hi Dad. Is it weird that I want to ask you what you did today? If I did I bet you’d say that… Read More Monkey faces and book burnings
WHEN I WAS 30, MY FATHER, 56, PASSED AWAY SUDDENLY FROM A BRAIN TUMOR HE WAS DIAGNOSED WITH ONLY 6 WEEKS BEFORE. THIS IS A LETTER TO MY FATHER. July 6, 2018 Hi dad. Sorry it’s been so long, it’s been a busy few weeks. I got the keys to the new apartment on June… Read More Long hugs and leather boots
WHEN I WAS 30, MY FATHER, 56, PASSED AWAY SUDDENLY FROM A BRAIN TUMOR HE WAS DIAGNOSED WITH ONLY 6 WEEKS BEFORE. THIS IS A LETTER TO MY FATHER. June 24, 2018 Hey dad. It’s St. Jean Baptiste today. This time last year you were getting ready for your party. I’m sorry I couldn’t make… Read More Happy St. Jean dad
WHEN I WAS 30, MY FATHER, 56, PASSED AWAY SUDDENLY FROM A BRAIN TUMOR HE WAS DIAGNOSED WITH ONLY 6 WEEKS BEFORE. THIS IS A LETTER TO MY FATHER. June 20, 2018 I miss you so much dad. I miss your laugh and you telling me about shows that I know I’ll 100% never watch.… Read More Missing you
WHEN I WAS 30, MY FATHER, 56, PASSED AWAY SUDDENLY FROM A BRAIN TUMOR HE WAS DIAGNOSED WITH ONLY 6 WEEKS BEFORE. THIS IS A LETTER TO MY FATHER. June 18, 2018 I found a picture of you from this day last year. I snuck it while you were reading a book. It looks like… Read More Day 9 A.D. (after dad)
Chasing Querencia 